ShErMeEnZ <3 SHOW LuO

.Thursday, November 30, 2006 ' 3:59 AM Y

woke up @ 7 2day for band... left the house @ 8... supposed to meet lina in the bus, but she was late so didn't take the same bus as her... haha... irene waited for me @ the bus stop... den we walked in together... today was my 1st band prac after the exams... felt a bit weird.... n i cannot play as well as before... 2day we had exchange with henderson... felt so old in the band, cos there were so few sec 4s.. today the band got lectured by mr faizal... but sec 4 exp students didn't get it.. felt a bit weird... cos normally we usually get "scolding" 2gether but this time we didn't... haha... i dun even know how 2 play the pieces... feel so dumb... during the exam period, we usually think that band is fun.. but after the exams, we all dun feel like going back for band... jus dun know why... feeling dead tired... there's band prac again tml, from 9-5... haiz... if only he was here for me... if only u could give me some comfort, care n corcern, i'm more than contented.... =D but right now, i've got none... so i'm feeling a lil' down n tired... dunno wat to say... anyway, i'll be going to hong kong next sat... n after coming back from hong kong, i'll be in singapore for 1 day den i'll be flying to taiwan... so if u wanna find me, it'll be quite difficult... haha... take care!!! =)

~ShErMeEnZ~
MOOD: TiReD & MoOdY
If OnLy ThErE WeRe 100s & 1000s Of "IF ONLY"

WHERE IS THAT CONFIDENCE

.Tuesday, November 28, 2006 ' 7:46 PM Y

on the 27th nov, in the end we didn't go 2 vick's house to play cluedo... we went to cold storage 1st den headed to the arcade... in cold storage, we saw teddy bears which were "poisoned"... they were orange in colour... n we saw spongebob tin popcorn... so cute... but it was the only 1 left... after paying up for ur stuff, we headed 2 the arcade... dan couldn't go in cos she was in skool uniform... so vick lent dan her jacket... den we went in like that... she was so scared of being caught... haha.. but quite fun though..

yesterday i went for my father's cousin's wedding... so in short he is my uncle... haha... forced to go for the tea ceremony... cos we aren't very close, it was quite bored.. n some secrets were revealed.. haha... my father's uncle disowned his only daughter.. cos she wanted to be with a person of another race... my father's uncle is slightly racist... so he obviously objected 2 it.. so my father's cousin held her own wedding @ meritus mandarin without inviting any of her family members... parents n brothers weren't even invited.. now she's in the states n she jus gave birth.. her husband is from new dheli... i think he is quite a good guy cos his family background is quite good... his dad is the president of WHO(World Health Organisation) n his mum is a psyciatrist.. so i dunno why my father's uncle objected their marriage... how sad... the wedding dinner was held @ "M Hotel"... the food was quite good n th service was perfect... jus that the ballroom is slightly small... the lobby of the hotel was nice... like any other 5* hotel... not bad!!! haha... there was this waiter i thik around our age, he kept walking past my table n lookng @ me.. the feeling was so uneasy... even until i was about 2 leave, he was still staring @ me.. so irritating... anyway, yesterday was a tired day... went straight to bed after the wedding.. haha...

woke up @ 11.15am this morning... nowadays, i sleep like a pig!!! sleep till late in the morning.. haha.. supposed to be band spring cleaning today... it's more like winter cleaning... spring is still far away... hk trip not far away.. but a few more practices left.. way 2 go!!!! woo hoo*
by the way, i HATE the smurk on your face!!! u are NOT even doing ur job right, yet u still got the cheek 2 show off... go to hell!!!! u make me wanna skip every band prac!!!

~ShErMeEnZ~
MOOD: NoRmAl
If OnLy ThErE WeRe 100s & 1000s of "IF ONLY"

WHERE IS THAT CONFIDENCE

.Sunday, November 26, 2006 ' 7:35 PM Y

23 NoV '06
haven't blogeed for a long long long time... haha.. last thurs was class chalet.. haha... we only went for band for 2 hrs.. n while walking out of the skool, mr phua drove into the skool.. jas, irene n i were walking in the centre of the road, yet he didn't see us.. that was lucky!!!=X i think his eyes got slight prob.. after walking out of the skool, the 3 of us walked out of the skool n headed to irene's house cos she wanted to change into slippers... after that, we took 62 to jasline's house.. on the way to her house, we went to the "pasar malam" to buy food.. haha... after that we went to her house to watch tv... watched my luo zhi xiang!!! =)))) haha... after watching luo zhi xiang, we took bus 89 to downtown east... haha... walked to the chalet... my those 2 friends wanted to cheat the man standing at the entrance... they didn't wanna pay the entrance fee to go in n actually wanted to bluff the old man... tsk tsk... the whole chalet was fun (a little)... miss loh came during BBQ.. jas& irene were scared of being scolded by her so they left immediately... while i jus sat there.. when she saw me, she didn't even scold.. haha.. she only complained to me bout some1... so COOL!!! we went walking in the "woods"... guess wat we saw??? we saw a couple kissing on the bench n doing something else... so dumb.. they wanted to go to the red house but in the end they walked back... haha... oh yeah...li whey got angry because sheng kiat called her somehing that she didn't like... she walked out... so in the end, jas, irene n i followed her behind like some "PI".. haha... after that we lost her... den we jus anyhow walk... walk till this part where there were 2 doors.. n we could only see ur reflection n the insidewas black.. n we let our imaginations run wild... in the end, we turned around, screamed n ran away... haha... sounds so timid.. i think that was about all...

24 NoV '06
irene n i left the chalet @ around 6.45.. we took bus back home... once i reached home, i took a bath n went straight to bed... so shack... woke up @ 2... watched the vcds that jas lent me... watched till around 6+.. took a bath & left the house for the band HK briefing... my mum talked to mr faizal for so long n she was so engrossed that when i asked her whether she wanted to go up, she didn't even hear... sigh... during the talk, irene n i talked through.. nothing much went into my puny brain... =X after the briefing, my parents n i headed straight home for dinner..

25 NoV '06
sat, i stayed at home the whole day.. actually was supposed to go with my cousin to KTV.. but was too tired... haha... so didn't go at all.. i stayed home to watch the vcds jas lent me.. quite interesting... haha... in the night, i ate instant noodles n some chicken patties at home... i think that was about all..

26 NoV '06
sun, went out to hotel phoenix for lunch with my dad's friends... the food there was yucky... never go there to eat... after that, came home.. n i continued to watch the vcds.. haha... watched till the end... nice story... haha...

27 NoV '06
today is mon... going to eat sakae later @ 2.30.. dunno whether i should go to skool... or should i stay @ home... think should be going to vick's house to play "CLUEDO"...

~ShErMeEnZ~
MOOD: TiReD+BoReD+ExCiTeD
If OnLy ThErE WeRe 100s & 1000s "IF ONLY"

WHERE IS THAT CONFIDENCE

.Wednesday, November 22, 2006 ' 2:47 AM Y

tml there is band prac from 2-6... wat a bore... after that, we'll be having our very own 4B~'06 class chalet... hope it'll be fun... can i not go for band prac??? i'm starting to be prejudice... so irritating... hmm... anyway, went out with vick, cheryl, lina, dan & irene... haha... we went vivo... wanted to buy pressie for jason... but in the end we played pool and played in the "SWIMMING POOL"... haha.. the water was so hot..but 1st, we went to eat lunch... every1 ate yong tao fu... the chopsick had this funny smell, the food sauce tasted weird n the food was so salty... irene n cheryl left early... how sad... they missed the fun... haha... but nevermind... oh ya!!! i jus remembered.. dan wanted to steal a teddy bear from the christmas tree @ harbour front centre... kenna stare by the security guard... haha... on the way back, in the mrt, dan played with my phone... took some pic of ah pek sleeping... she also played my hp game,"RALLY 3D", she play till so funny... haha... the car was going "ZIG ZAG"... haha.. so funny.... =X was quite enjoyable but tiring.... haha... CHALET!!! CHALET!!! haha... bonkus... haha... oh yeah.. jennifer jus called me... n told me i qualified for 3 months JC.... so weird.. den she called back again n told me that it isn't for 3 months... it's for 2 years course... so weird.... dun think will be blogging tml... cos will be @ chalet..no time...

~ShErMeEnZ~
MOOD: HAPPY+TIRED+EXCITED =D
If OnLy ThErE WeRe 100s & 1000s "IF ONLY"

WHERE IS THAT CONFIDENCE

.Tuesday, November 21, 2006 ' 8:24 AM Y

after being in that conversation, i dun feel like going to HK anymore.... i dunno why... but please dun spoil the fun!!! it's not fun... i've got 2nd thoughts.... y must it be this way... y make it so boring????

~ShErMeEnZ~
MOOD: F***ED UP
If OnLy ThErE WeRe 100s & 1000s "IF ONLY"

WHERE IS THAT CONFIDENCE

. ' 12:26 AM Y

today is another boring day!!! not used the fact that i dun have to study now... woke up @ 1pm... this is the 1st time i slept till this late.... feel like a big sleepy pig.. haha... after i woke up, went to cut my out-of-shape hair... haha... it was damn long n ugly... but i think it is no better now... haha... there's band prac n class chalet on thurs... i think i'll be dead beat... but i think it'll be fun... for ur info, i dun think i can play my instrument now... n all of us would feel slightly left out... we'll be going hk soon!!! guess wat??? airlines got not enoungh tix n lina & i have to take another air plane.... how sad!!! but i think, it'll be quite fun... the feeling of travelling independently.... haha.. I"M INDEPENDENT!!!! even when we're coming back, we'll be taking different planes from the rest of the band members.... haha... btw, i kinda like my nails... haha... maroon n purple(alt. fingers & toes).... kinda cool... haha... so bored!!!! I <3333 SHOW LUO ZHI XIANG!!!!!

~ShErMeEnZ~
MOOD: BORED+EXCITED
If OnLy ThErE WeRe A 100s & 1000s "IF ONLY"

WHERE IS THAT CONFIDENCE

.Monday, November 20, 2006 ' 5:37 AM Y

finally the exams are over!!! *woo hoo* after like 10 years of education... come to think of it, i'm not really used to the days that i dun have to study... and i can play the whole day... haha.... anyway, went to li whey's house 2day to do pedicure and manicure... haha... her dad was funny n her dogs were scary... haha... now pei, whey, ying n i have got nice n beautiful nails.... haha... after that, whey, ying, jas, wen, jenn n i went vivo... shop till u drop... haha... can walk till ur legs turn jelly.... so tiring man... more tiring than studying the whole day... haha... every1 seems to be enjoying... not many pple online 2day... haha.... 2day, the 4 of us wore our "BLINK BLINK" shoes... haha... happy, but worried at the same time... haha... i love LUO ZHI XIANG!!! haha... his new album rox n he is like damn cool n cute!!!!

~ShErMeEnZ~
MOOD: HAPPY+WORRIED
If OnLy ThErE WeRe 100s & 1000s "IF ONLY"
=)

WHERE IS THAT CONFIDENCE

.Sunday, November 19, 2006 ' 1:02 AM Y

luo zhi xiang's album is out now... so cool... wuite bored... no mood to study... now all of us are in the holiday mood... quite worried bout next year when we have 2 go n take our results.... dun think i'll be able to make it... going really PK (broke)... carn wait till after 9 tml..... freedom at last... keep those books away from me.... class chalet on the 23 & 24 of this month... i'm not at all excited... haha.. i carn wait to go to hk with the band... but i carn help wanting to skip band practices... i wanna shop till i drop.... go window shopping... btw, christmas is coming.. i wonder wat i'll be getting... nuts... bored... i'm coming back with my if only sickness... if only i had money... haha... crap...

~ShErMeEnZ~
MOOD: NoRmAL
100s-1000s "IF ONLY"

WHERE IS THAT CONFIDENCE

.Friday, November 17, 2006 ' 3:22 AM Y

hi, it's me again... sigh... had POA and F&N paper 2day.... maybe i shall see the sec 3's next year... i feel so stupid... supposed to do 3 questions for F&N but i only did 2.... i gave 15 marks away for no rhyme of reason.... feeling really lousy now.... so irritating... POA paper was another paper which i have not confidence in.. all my answers like wrong.... anyway, wat's the point of moaning now???? it's all over... no point crying over spilt milk.... after the exams, pang mama treat us to lunch at pizza hut.... haha.... cannot tell her wat i did... feel too stupid... after eating, jas, jenn, whey, pei n i went compass.... jas n pei bought "BLINK BLINK"... haha.... now, pei n i got the same pair of "BLINK BLINK" shoes, while whey n jas got the same pair..... pei spent such a long time thinking which pair to buy... jas spent a shoeter time thinking whether or not she wanna buy the shoes... haha... cos she PK.... after that we left cos i wanted to go home n watch luo zhi xiang... haha... shuai dai le... *DROOLS* haiz... if only god gave every1 100s and 1000s of "IF ONLY"... if only grandma was still around... if only we were still 2gether... if only i did the stupid F&N question... sigh... if only... if only.... if only... if only... if only... if only u were here to comfort me.... if only u were here... if only... if only.... sigh... wat to do??

~ShErMeEnZ~ the stupidest idoit
MOOD: LOUSY/F***ed UP
if only there were 100s & 1000s if only...

WHERE IS THAT CONFIDENCE

.Sunday, November 12, 2006 ' 11:12 AM Y

it's me in the house!!! haha.... i think every1 around me is starting to get lame!!! not physically lame... but emotionally lame... haha... quite tired... shall blog another day!!! nitez to all.... =P or rather, MORNING!!!
~MeEnZ~

WHERE IS THAT CONFIDENCE